Ive seen something new about me...
I seem to know what i want much better now than ever before...
I know when i'm in a get together which i need not have come to, i know what extra entertainment or chill out i can give myself even in the middle of work and not feel guilty about it
And - and this is what triggered this bog - i seem to know what exact food i want at a certain time
I get a sudden clearly defined taste in my mouth. Halwa happened somedays back....
right now, just now, midlle of work, came an omlette... fresh, hot, spicy, i could smell it and taste it.
This never used to happen before
is is good that i know what i want...? i hope i dont get to be like this all the time, or life would be such a bore...!!
the food part i dont mind except that it comes at the oddest of moments.. perhaps has to do with the fact that having dispensible income has made me inclined to immediate gratification of desire... hmm... if that's so, my impending unemployment will take some getting used to....
