sometimes when you see too much of pain...pain and suffering that makes no sense... you begin to wonder at what sort of God is God... and then perhaps whether there is God at all...

But that may be when you see others sufferring... when there is too much suffering, too much unreasonalbleness in this world..then the only thing that appears sensible is the belief in God.

and then you see so many people who have all that a God could have given them, and they are throwing their lives away...